2014/05/19: Sometimes I feel guilty because I can make no contribution which the people want to have. The things that I perform with pleasure do not fit in their structures. Meditating for peace is worthless in their opinion. Directing benevolent high frequency energy into situations is also not considered to be of much value.
Calling attention to the imprisonment through this system in order to be able to liberate ourselves is not taken seriously. On the contrary people feel uneasy because somebody wants to destroy their prosperity and questions all the things they value and live their life according to.
However, what am I supposed to do if people demand a contribution I cannot make for whatever reason then? I feel like in a catch-22 situation. I cannot and do not want to support the old system any more. And what I would like to support is not desired (e.g. peace, self-responsibility, abundance, quality of life ). Desired are things like dependence, addiction, environmental pollution, cancer like economic growth, avarice-wealth, slavery and the like. A new system is not in sight.
It only remains for me to live with my feelings of guilt and to transform them. These feelings are nicely goaded by the system and it makes me a bad conscience. Everything in order to force me back in the system. But what happens if I cannot function there anymore? What happens if I cannot act according to the system's guidelines? Then this is probably my problem.
The system offers psychological care. What is achieved with such a psychological care if it is done by people who are caught in the system also? They try to fix me in such a way that I function. But I cannot and I do not want to function.
Appropriately, I would like to share an article from my website from October 2013. Within a meditation I was asked to imagine having vast amounts of money and I could not do it. It simply did not feel right for me and this is why:
Who pays the interest if somebody has taken out a loan? This 'somebody' is maybe a craftsman and I take up his service. In order for the craftsman to pay the interest he adds it on the price for his services. So in the end it is the citizens paying for the interest. The interest costs are included in every daily payment like rent, clothes, food, etc. The settlement of the interest costs comes from real values. This is not considered within the money creation process.
Very simplistic example: Farmer A produces milk. Farmer B produces potatoes. Farmer A exchanges 10 litres of milk for 10 kg of potatoes from farmer B. Now the barter business is replaced with money.
Farmer A borrows 10 euros from the bank to buy carrots from farmer C. To be able to pay back the interest of 1 euro he must produce 11 litres of milk which he sells to farmer B hoping that farmer B wants more milk now. Otherwise farmer A must convince farmer B that it is a lot healthier to always drink one litre milk additionally from now on.
Growth is needed for the payment of interest. If we consider exponential increase rates in the compound interest system then at some point no more growth can be produced and the entire system needs a crash, or a war is needed. Everything gets redistributed. Maybe farmer A is expropriated after his work was substantially exploited because a good citizen must pay back his interest (compound interest).
But then everything can start from the beginning except that the rich man is even richer now. This happens approx. every 80 years. Enough time so that the actual generation cannot remember the last reset any more.
Who profits from this system in the end? Approx. 1% of humanity owns approx.
40% of the world property (in the year 2000). And this 1% is not satisfied
with having 40% but wants to possess even more. It is entirely about power
and rule. The richest 10% own 85% of the world property. 50% of the world
population owns only 1% of the worldwide property.
(Source: http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vermögensverteilung).
It is said that the interest income exceeds the interest expenses if one does have one million euros or more. This might be true or not but let us just guess the threshold was one million euros. As the folk saying goes it is the first million that is the most difficult to earn. Further millions are earned automatically then. We are told the money does the work for us then. But money never works it is always the people who raise the interest. It is always the entire society that pays in the end, or rather the ones who own less than a million.
How about imagining living in a system without money or at least in a system without interest and compound interest. A system where all people on this earth have at least so much that they can cover their basic needs like lodging, food, water, clothes, or mobility. Would this not mean a new form of wealth could originate from that? A system where each profits from the wealth of the other one instead of taking away from others in order to have more than they do.
Such a system can originate if it is considered in the consciousness of the people at least as a valid possibility. Our reality will sooner or later become a mirror.
But instead we are programmed to hold on to profit and competition thinking. Growth at all costs. The brainwashing lets us respect millionaires: 'Wow, this person made it. I want to be like that'.
Of course we all want to get to a place where we have safety, freedom, independence and a lot more, briefly we all want to live in abundance. However, do we get there if we take away things from others, are envious, or greedy?
No redistribution of wealth or income e.g. by taxes, can balance the ill system. Within such an ill system there is always hatred, envy, avarice, injustice etc. No matter how it is redistributed the interest will always be missing. We need a complete system reboot.

New System:
Probably there never is an objectively correct justice. It is always in such a way that some people own something others do not and that the others would like to have it as well. The question is how to deal with it? If I can take everything I need then there is no difference whether another person does have something I do not have. If I needed it I could also have it.
Is it not in such a way that this thinking could be practiced independently of any system? Is it not in such a way that I can create whatever I need in life and that I already do create it anyway? The feelings of injustice, envy and avarice result only from the fact that I am told by the system to need something other than I already do have. But we can already live according to the philosophy that we always do have exactly what we need in each moment of our life without needing a system change to do that.
What I have to deal with is not the injustice itself but the mechanisms of the system that talk me into feeling injustice. I have to deal with the mechanisms of the system that expect me to function although I do not want to function. However, fighting does not help. Whatever I fight I give energy. I need to become aware of the mechanisms in order for them to lose their power.
In the end it does not matter what system I live in. It is more important to stick to my philosophy regardless of the system trying to talk me into something different. If more and more people share this philosophy than it is a matter of time until the system has to follow and reflect that thinking.
From this perspective I can use the actual circumstances as a training to remember that I am the one who is already able to live my philosophy with my thinking despite all attempts of the system to hinder me. At some point in time I did agree to live exactly in these circumstances. Probably because I need to learn to be who I am even if the circumstances are difficult. Maybe I even need difficult circumstances to remember who I am.
If my soul wants to have the experience of exemption than I certainly need surroundings to escape from. Actually this is quite logical and has nothing to do with injustice because if I follow my path then the system is irrelevant. At some point I will profit from the system and other times I might have to give more than I would like to in that moment or maybe I even love giving more because it gives me deep joy. Anyway, we should stop destroying our planet because we need it for the game. Otherwise it is 'Game Over'.
Now I should also be able again to imagine vast amounts of money within a meditation again. Whether this is part of my path or not does not matter any longer. I always do have exactly the right amount of money in order to act in accordance with my soul's guidelines. No need to possess a heap of money that is binding energy. Energy needs to be in a flow. The flow of money needs to be healthy.