Immortality

While thinking about my dreaming I had the idea to report about the times when I died in my dream. About seven years ago I dreamt how my house on a bridge broke down. The bridge collapsed I and fell, fell, and fell and after such a long phase of falling it could not have been any different than being dead once I hit the ground. I woke up bathed in sweat from my dream. Later I investigated on the Internet to find out what it means to die in a dream.

I read that it indicates an ending phase in our lives so that something new can begin. And it actually did, after this dream quite a few things changed in my life. I left my job behind to become a freelancer and my energetic path showed up more and more clearly.

Maybe dreaming of dying is comparable with drawing the card 'Death' from a tarot deck. It usually means that it is time to let go of something no longer needed in life in order for something new to appear. I used to be afraid of drawing this card but meanwhile I consider it to be quite positive because we release the things that are meant to go. We have accomplished a task and can then look forward to new challenges.

Just lately I died some farther times although not as dramatically as described before. However, at one time something was different. After I apparently had died relatively unspectacular I was curious to see what it is like to be dead. And I asked to be shown what to expect once I am dead. At that moment in my dream I suddenly opened my eyes and observed how I was lifted into an ambulance. Two medical orderlies looked after me. I was not dead but had survived.

I did not further think about it until today after I watched a Youtube video about a little girl who remembered how she had been on earth shortly before as her own sister. Thus she had reincarnated in the same family even with the same name. The sister had passed away and the girl was led to her sister's funeral in hypnoses or rather to her own funeral where she was present in spiritual form. She could describe exactly how her mother had a breakdown by the grave and had to be helped by several people. The girl's message to the people was not to cry because she only had come to earth too early and would be back very soon.

In this context I remembered one of my energetic experiences when I was diving into the energy of a soul that was beheaded. All I could see in that moment was my head which rolled before me on the ground and I was beside myself yelling in desperation: "Give me my head back, give me my head back, I want my head back!" Thus I had experienced firsthand how this soul was completely in shock and had not realized the separation from the body by then.

Then something else struck me. All the times when I had dreamt of dying I had woken up like from a nightmare. Only when I wanted to go further and see what it is like to be dead I was not dead at all. And at some point it fell like scales from my eyes: I cannot die at all!

What does dying mean? If we die then the soul separates from the body. If it was a sudden death the soul might not even notice at first. While dreaming we travel without our body. If the body is not present then how can we die within the dream? No separation of body and soul can take place there because we are already separated. Therefore I cannot die in a dream at all. Every time I seemingly did I was afraid facing it and woke up. The one time I faced it in order to get further insights the dream continued and I was not dead at all.

And it became clear how we are deceived. I cannot die. All that happens is the separation of body and soul. And my soul continues walking on a different, yet unknown path. The path is unknown because of the manipulations and the veil of forgetfulness here on earth. That is why I cannot remember it any more. And suddenly there is a wave of anger for having been cheated but also a gigantic relief. If I am immortal and if I am able to live my life like in a lucid dream, provided I am having the appropriate consciousness, then I can change everything. All doors are open.

Others lose their power over me. They cannot threaten me with death anymore in the same manner. So many lies have been told. Interesting to see which other misbeliefs will be revealed. I do have the feeling this was a first impulse and now the others will topple like dominos. I will see what comes up next. So far I had not really believed that the impossible becomes possible but it is changing bit by bit.

All these past life regressions and all these stories did not lead to the fact that I really understood immortality. It was the dream in which I felt how it goes on and that I cannot die. The dream was necessary to change something in my consciousness. Immortality cannot be fully understood cognitively. An ah-moment, an experience is needed in order to break the chains of intrigues and lies and this moment had come for me.

I decided to make a cut here. I might further report about my experiences in some other books. I have no idea where my path leads me or what to expect next. I simply want to remain open for a changing world, the turn of an era.

Endings are just beginnings.

I originally wrote this book in German. Many thanks to the following websites for helping me with the English translation: http://abacho.de, http://linguee.de, http://dict.cc