Many years ago I visited several talks on an esotericism fair. Back then I did not know much about energetic work, everything was new to me and a lot had to be explored. Looking back I would give myself the advice to let go of precast expectations in order to prevent disappointments because I could not imagine at all what I was about to experience later on.
My knowledge at that time was too restricted to have an idea of what energy work really would be like. However, much later I found out that the feeling of disappointment just lay on my way, exactly for the reason to be dissolved by experiencing it.
Anyway, coming back to the fair where I went to listen to one of these talks. It was held by a woman. I do not remember her name. The title of the talk was 'fear'. The woman began her presentation by reading aloud some statements from a slip of paper. This was weird somehow because what she said seemed absolutely incoherent.
While she clung to her slip of paper she appeared very uncertain and could not mediate properly what she wanted to express. The people in the hall left the space one by one. I felt sorry for the woman. How cruel it must be if the audience leaves the hall out of disinterest.
However, the woman was not disconcerted and continued her talk. Many people had already left and only approximately one quarter of the room was still filled with people. I had lost interest as well and decided to leave. I went to the door. It was a sliding door which stuck every now and then.
When I wanted to open it, the door did exactly this, it stuck. I could have opened the door with a lot of noise, but I did not like that idea. I did not want to interfere in such a violent way as the woman was already punished enough with all those people leaving her talk.
Besides, I remembered a saying "if you find close doors, the universe is telling you there is a better way to go". Thus, I went back to my chair to wait until the end of the talk to then visit another one. In the meantime the woman had finished her reading from the slip of paper and some of the remaining people started to ask questions.
And all of a sudden this woman was totally exchanged. She freely started to tell from her life and with it she had left behind all her uncertainty. Now she was authentic, enormously thrilling and had to say awfully a lot.
The woman was a medium and had the gift to see the energy of deceased people or animals and to communicate with them. I remember her telling us about her work in Cologne. There in the streets some people are still lying in the ditches, face down in order to protect themselves from the bombs of World War II. They have not yet noticed being dead.
The woman said she needs to be very gentle when she contacts such souls. She slowly begins to talk to them and prepares them softly to let them know what has happened. One must be very careful, she said, because these people are often still extremely intimidated as they were full of fear at the time of their death and still are. Instead of rudely requesting of them to go to the light, it is often better to ask them to look around and see whether they can discover a light somewhere.
I remember very well how fascinated I was by this story. Up to then I had not dealt with such kind of stuff, it was just new, astonishing, and surprising. I was so fascinated that after the talk I literally watched myself applauding and saw my jaw dropping. I sat there with an open mouth full of astonishment. All I was able to do was to clap. Not because it would have been polite, but because at that moment the applause was an expression of my respect for this woman as well as for life, as well as for death.
Later another medium from England told me that there are people in London who go to work by underground every day. This is not unusual. However, what travels is not the body but the ghost of these people. Some people over there also have not noticed yet that they have passed away.
The more I have dealt with energetic subjects in the course of the years, the more those or similar stories became normality. However, I do remember with pleasure which effect they had on me in the beginning and how they very often left me in incredulous amazement.
Nowadays I am listening to people's stories about meetings with spooky beings
from other dimensions with an open heart. I do not automatically consider
it to be imagination or nonsense. It might or it might not be. Of course not
all of it is true. But I try to avoid pushing such phenomena into the realm
of the impossible as there is a lot of stuff we do not know yet. There is
a lot which is not in our perception area but nevertheless does exist. I would
like to stay open for all the things that might want to appear in accordance
with my free will. The possibilities are infinite.